im a failure

drank on saturday night, felt depressed on sunday
i have to find out if there is a direct correlation, i have to stop going out
it's imminent, i dont enjoy it anymore.

and so i'm trying very hard to go from phase 1 : clubs and pubs - that's entertainment to phase 2 : sitting on the couch - thats entertainment and clubs and pubs well they are just for wankers....or as Daniel Kitson would put it : cooonts and slargs. For some reason when i get drunk on the weekend his words haunt me.. i sit there thinking am i one of those slags?