i guess one interpretation would be that i feel like i'm being ignored and i'm finding it frustrating... i express how i feel but noone is listening. What i find interesting is that there was noone in the dream i recognised, everyone was a stranger.. i guess this could mean something too. I'm also not sure of the relevance of their freakish looks toward me seeing as it is my mind that dreamed the dream. There is a reason i made those strangers look at me weirdly.

i wish i remembered my dream last night, but remembering a dream comes once in a blue moon for me.

Sometimes i have dreams and i really dont think they mean anything, and then sometimes i think they are trying to tell me something...

i went to a cafeteria type thing to order food and i cant remember what i ordered but it was a few things like a sandwich, a drink, a packet of chips and when i went to pay the girl, she thought i just had the drink and said "that will be blah dollars please"... i said "no i have this, oh and this" and then it was assif she didn't know how to add it up in her head so instead of the embarrassing situation where it would be obvious that she was crap at simple maths, she just decided to ignore me and serve someone else, as if the interaction had never happened. I said something out loud and like "are you just going to ignore me? you were half way through serving me!", she continued to ignore me, i began saying more and more and then everyone behind the counter and in the cafe started looking at me assif i was a freak. She looked like she was about to cry, so I stopped and then she went out the back where i couldn't see her. In the end all the staff had gone out the back and i was left alone in the shop wanting to make my purchase. In the end i put it all back and left.

Then i wanted some white sheets and there was a material shop, so i thought i would just make them. I went into the material shop and i asked the woman for some white cotton type material. She began to show me some material that had brown stripes on it. I said i didnt want brown, i wanted white and she told me that i didn't want white, that i wanted brown. i said that i was certain i wanted white, she told me i was not certain and that i wanted brown. I told her it wasn't for clothes but for some sheets and that i wanted white. She looked at me like I was very strange and i got frustrated and walked out.

Anyway yesterday we went to the movies to kill a useless 2 hours of time between eating a late lunch and catching our plane. So we decided to split up and see the movies that seemed most appealing to us. In retrospect “hide and seek” might have been a wiser choice than “closer”.